Tonight I feel. . well I don't even know how I feel.
Its odd. Sitting here looking at my friends list, both on FB and my phone, thinking of my friends from high school and beyond. All the ones back There. Can't even call it home, as I never felt like I belonged back in IL, not even really in Portage either. Even when I was living in my own place.
Now I feel as though I don't have anything else to say to the majority of those people I used to be friends with. 16 years of friendship. So much torn into pieces. I've drifted so far apart.
I have been mulling some things over in my head. Some things don't make sense, and there's no one I can talk to.
I worry sometimes. About the future.
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