Sometimes he hits a little too close to home when he speaks. I do sell myself short, and I don't talk about my craft and what I do to others. There are even some things that I don't talk to him about, although he knows far more then most people.
Where did this lack of confidence in myself come from anyway? I used to not worry about things. I used to just go out and do stuff, not care about what other thought. Now I worry I'll let people down by taking over circle.
I know my stuff. I know what I'm talking about, but I hate being the center of attention. Even just talking I find myself floudering if I notice people are actually paying attention to what I'm saying, esp if I have everyone's attention. I always dealt with it in high school by just talking off the cuff, and about the most random stuff. Not sure that's going to fly at circle. Guess I'll find out next week.
I need to start generating an income agian or things are going to get very bad, very quickly. Doing tarrot. Seems everyone is wanting me to do it. Wish I knew my cards better, but hey the best way to learn is to do.
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