Am I a failure? Did I somehow miss something about life that other people where able to pick up on? I don't have a job, can't ever seem to find one easily. Others can look and find jobs immediately. I struggle.
It hurts to admit that I can't find a job, and when I can find an interview, I always manage to mess it up somehow. Its my own fault. Health problems aside. . . How do you forget about a job interview and certification class? Am I somehow sabatoging myself? I wish I'd been able to do the class the first day I went.
Getting to any kind of job is going to be difficult unless I can work around their schedules, or find a way to afford my own vehicle somehow. Its so frustrating. I feel like a failure the longer time elaspes before I find employment.
I need a bit of a change. Working for our company is great and has provided a huge boost in my confidence, but I still need to be able to pay the bills.
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