I don't like not knowing what's going to happen in the future. So much is up in the air right now and nothing is set in concrete. I can't save money up like I want, and I can't afford to move if I have to like my sister wants. If i knew it was a sure thing, i would just start sending stuff back, but I don't want to do that if I find out I can stay here longer, so now everything is in a flux and nothing is certain.
I prefer to know for sure what is going to happen, but I know I and my sister can't afford the cost for me to get back, and I'd rather move out of here and into somewhere local for a while and build a cash flow, and actually be able to go back with more then just enough to get there. I also need somewhere to stay.
I can't believe out of all the people I interviewed for, I can't get a position as a live in anywhere. No one's serious about actually hiring a nanny. I need a better paying job, and I need to do something about this situation soon. I'm out of time.
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