health

I wish I didn't feel so weak and exhausted all the time. Workouts are getting more challenging to get through. I feel like I'm losing strenght instead of gaining it.  Yes, I can lift more now, but I fight to stay conscious to get through the workouts half the time. I get dizzy so easily anymore.

I don't have the energy that I used to, and staying awake all day is becoming a struggle. It bothers me that I can't focus as well anymore.

I don't want to disappoint them. I don't like them seeing me so weak and in so much pain like this. They go out of their way for me more then I care to admit.