My biggest secret is that I do want a kid of my own. I just held out for the right guy becuase I never wanted to be a single parent. Now i have no chance of being a natural parent again due to this surgery. Thats what bothers me the most.
Always thought I would eventually meet someone and settle down. Now I wonder if that chance hasn't passed me by years ago. Such a long and lonely road to tread. Wish there was someone I could talk to about this.
I want my health to go back to normal. Or is this the new normal for me now? I gotta figure out a way to push past this constant fatigue and go back to working out. I miss it.
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