How often I sit around and think these thought that roam around the inside of my mind during these endless nights. Wishing sleep would come over me but all thats there is cold isolation inside my soul.
I'm so tired of feeling worthless, lonely, and depressed.something in my life needs to change. I'm tired of being taken advantage of by the people around me and eventually being abandoned when they are bored with me. I deserve better then that.
Kindness loyalty and honesty. Do they all three actually exist in a man who would be interested in me? Why can't I find a decent guy who finds me good enough for him to be with?
Maybe it's me. I don't voice my feelings to guys I really like, and on the rare occasions I do it's usually far too late. The opportunity has long past. I'm so afraid of rejection I wind up sabatoging myself
