One more day until the haunting of Hawaii is officially concluded. I'm a ghost who filters from one place to another, merely a series of memories in other peoples' minds.
I think I'll miss our conversations and coffee with Nelson the most. The sense of being welcomed and accepted, and the fact that I could share anything with him without worrying about being judged or gossiped about behind my back.
Leaving here hurts more then I can even put into words. I've finally felt like I belonged somewhere. Like I had a home, and saying home didn't put the taste of ash in my mouth like it has for years before meeting them.
I am going to miss my friends, and I hate leaving circle. So many good people
Now it is all gone, and I won't have them around anymore. No more easy conversations, shared coffee, or the easy way we could curl up around the hookah and just talk. I'll miss the random conversations and easy laughter, circle meetings, and magic games.
